To say I am consistent is a bit of an understatement.  In a personal sense, I am not at all apt to change.  Perhaps I've just been content with who I am, but I haven't felt great changes in personality or preference, but I daresay I feel a change recently.

Some history: There's long been a bit of a discrepancy in my own verbal skills; in terms of presentations, speeches and anything prepared, I often did very well.  Personally I didn't really even notice the difference myself, but particularly in high school and college, presentations got a great response.  That said, interpersonally, apparently there was something to be desired.

If you want to get a sense of this, you can take a quick look back at episode zero of The Press Room -- it's not pretty, but it was a start.  One little ace-in-the-hole so to speak was that I've for some odd reason been eloquent also when I'm angry (don't ask why).  I've been able to more recently distinguish the difference, and take advantage of it.  Between this, the podcast, and other things, something has clicked in my mind--a certain confidence.

It's curious timing as well.  Over the past month, I have gone from miserable to glowing.  I've still got the same problems, more or less, so it's not all perfect, but to quote Buffy,

"I just realized something, something that really never occurred to me before. We're gonna win."
Posted by Ellyoda Fri, 05 Mar 2010 03:08:37 (comments: 10)
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 05:25:38
So it turns out that not only is Yoda always right, but so too is Buffy! Happy
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 06:33:56
Buffy quotes, FTW!
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 08:04:01
I bet Canada beating the US in the Olympics had something to do with this.
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 12:23:30
Yay!
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 13:34:32
aspro said:
I bet Canada beating the US in the Olympics had something to do with this.

LOL



Nyaa

 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 13:52:58
It's great to hear that, Yoda. Really good. Happy





But fuck Buffy. Argh!
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 13:56:43
Good to hear you being happy bud Happy
 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 14:07:53
SteelAttack said:
But fuck Buffy. Argh!

Cordelia: "You're about to get your ass kicked!"

Nyaa

 
Fri, 05 Mar 2010 15:26:36

SteelAttack said:
It's great to hear that, Yoda. Really good. Happy





But fuck Buffy. Argh!

But? Fuck?

Butt-Fuck?

 
Tue, 09 Mar 2010 01:54:41
I wanna fuck Buffy.

I am so happy for you Yoda, this is great to hear.
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